Something Relevant

May 23. Today I woke up early again for work. I got a donut and Dr. Pepper before work, since that was the best of my options. I worked in the back today. Which is something that I used to hate, but I have learned to re-appreciate working in the back. Today at work while damaging out some items I was told that I should apply for some of the openings at work. While it is something that I was aware of before I even came out here, I had kind of cast them off, but now I am reconsidering. While I still do not know what I should do about my current situation, I think I may pursue some options. I am still waiting on my internship, and while that used to be my deciding factor I am not so sure anymore. Today I saw the series finale of Sex and the City. I have always loved the episode but today the last words seemed to strike me in a different way.

Later that day I got to thinking about relationships.

There are those that open you up to something new and exotic,

those that are old and familiar,

those that bring up lots of questions,

those that bring you somewhere unexpected,

those that bring you far from where you started,

and those that bring you back.

But the most exciting,

challenging and significant relationship of all is the one you have with yourself.

And if you can find someone to love the you you love, well, that's just fabulous.

While I am not in a relationship, I considered this adventure of mine as a relationship with the city. It has brought me somewhere new and exotic, and has reminded me of the old and familiar, and brought up lots of questions. And the relationship with myself on this battle of should I stay or should I go, brings me to the last line. If I find a city that loves me as much as I love it, "well, that's just fabulous."